Woke up at 6.13 a.m. Was suppose to be in school at 6.15!!! Grab my phone to text Ai Wen,then I replied Grace in the bathroom. Lol... After I showered,Wen still haven't replied so I texted her again. I grab a piece of cake and ran out!!!!

It was still so dark I could hardly see the road. I met up with Shin Yee,Esther,Pei Ying,Yuha,Nihvya and Grace. We grabbed our shirts and got on the bus. I sat with Shin Yee... Wow...haih... Anyway,after a while we reach the destination. Wow...other ppl's shirt seemed nicer than ours. I didn't even touch the shirt. Lol...uglinesssss...

We did some warm up at the field. I didn't really do though. Shin Yee was like so serious,I just stood there and stared. Lol... Then we started...at first I was walking with Shin Yee...had no idea how I ended up with Grace and Esther. Lol...weird huh? Met Shobaa halfway. She was late...as usual le. Lol!

SO!!!! We started the hike...WOW... Dang it was steep. Nearly died. grace was slow at first so we waited then she just shot up without waiting for us! Evil. Lol... Esther was singing Sorry sorry and it's you non stop...I just kept quiet and listened. Then we rested. Shobaa was like loud...LOL. But the way Shobaa talk when she's tired is hilarious. Love ehr so much. Well to cut the long story short,we were all dead tired and our bodies are aching. LOl...Well I gtg for tuition d. Bye...

Ps: It's time to move on and let go...

Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right this very moment. It's just so hard...why does life have to be so unfair? The guilt is killing me. They ask me to ignore but how can I with all these going on? I want to understand but I can't. I'll always say I understand when I really don't. I'M CONFUSED!!! What should I do??? Oh gosh...

People say "Don't think too much, Ignore le, Aiyo...it'll be fine one la, Don't think too much etc..." IT'S HARD! Try putting yourself in my shoes...then you'll understand. To stand there and watch your friend going through this knowing there's ntg you can do....the feeling sucks! Makes me feel so useless. It's hard enough to have to hide what I really wanna say and just put a smile on my face. Gosh!!! Somebody pls understand! I aint no robot. I've got feelings.

So what do I do now??? I shall figure it out. In the mean time,I'll just try to be there for her.

Btw,this post is not dedicated to anyone. Pls do not misunderstand again... Thanks.

This post is dedicated to you... Wow...you have been such a great friend. No words can describe. Thanks for standing next to me,for pulling me up,for being the shoulder I lean on,for being my pillar. I love you both so much.

Firat of all... Swee Yinn...so much has happened. I'm so sorry. Guess I did do all those but it wasn't on purpose. I promise... I love you for who you are and I'll never ditch you again. IM REALLY SORRY!!! I know you've sacrificed a lot for me. Thank you! *hugs*

Grace,lol...fishy!! We've been through a lot these past few months huh? Well I'm glad we did learn from our mistakes. Thanks for waking me up and for pulling me on when I've already given up. You made me realise a lot of things. Thanks... Sometimes I wish we could turn back time...back to all those times. Lol...

I'm dedicating this to you both for being the greatest best friends to me.... And Muha,Wen and Chan...I didn't forget bout you guys ler. Thanks too!!! Lol...


Spot Shobaa... Hello? Anybody seen her? Lol...Shobaa..sorry le. Joking...


AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I miss this time!!! See me? I'm surrounded by the ppl I love! Chan,Muha,Grace,Shobaa,Jesslyn,Pn. Shamala,Wardah,Yinn and Amber!


After our performence! Again with the ppl I love! *HUGS*


I do not know why I love this pic. It's just so random le. Look at Grace and Yinn....blur as ever. That's why I love them!


Outing!!!


Ah....good time huh Grace? Lol...

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH!!! We shouldn't let what others say influence us... We'll always be the best of friends alright? Forgive and forget and oh goddd...you ppl have got to get rid of your ego's. Lol... *hugs*

Okay...for now we're doing great. Hopefully what we did will pay off and that this will all end. We're tired of this d...

Okay,it's been bout 3 months d. We still haven't solve it and now the school knows bout it. Anyway they are not suppose to know. The only ppl who were suppose to know were the 11 of us. I'm not gonna point fingers at anyone I just hope that whoever who started this and is still doing it will stop. Pls think bout us before you do anything more okay. And to the ppl who are not involved in this,you guys can stop making matters worse okay. If you're trying to help,thanks but it's really not helping at all.

"Don't judge a book by it's cover." Ever heard of that? Yeahh...you guys are doing that. Come on la. Do you ppl even know me? I didn't do anything to you guys so why do you all have to mess up my life? Is it fun? Don't think so... Trying to make me feel guilty or what? You guys are all giving me and her the weird look when this has got nothing to do with you so if you really do wanna help...stay out! We'll solve it ourself alright. And oh you could stop gossiping bout it too...it'll help tons. Thanks!

I'm human. Would you name me someone living on earth who has never done a single mistake in their life? Everyone makes mistake. There's something called "forgive". Don't hold this grude in your heart...how can you live peacefully? Goodness. Let it go already. Change that attitude of yours. You can say ppl but ppl can't say you? Why??? Everytime you get mad,I'll be the one going to pujuk you. Even when you make me mad or when you tease me,I would just push it aside cos you were my best friend and now you're saying all these things behind my back. Remember that what goes around comes around. Careful...

And yeah,you probably know that you're the one I'm dedicating this paragraph to. Same class...best friend. Ha ha...best friends? YOU DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING!!!! Stop judging me okay! You don't even know what's going on so stop firing me already. Have I not tolerate enough? You hurt my best friend from church and now what are you gonna do? Rip his heart out and stab it before putting it back?! I'm sorry but I just really have to let it go okay. You have no idea what I'm going through now. All you guys do is listen to 1 side of the story...well open up the eyes that you have and see the full picture okay! Yeah maybe I was scared of you all once but I aint afraid no more. Stop stepping on my head okay. You make mistakes too...so unless you are clean and without mistakes then only judge me kay! Don't wanna talk to me? WAnna sabotage me? I'll just keep tolerating...

Florence,thanks for being really truthful to me. I appreciate it a lot. And yeah,whatever you say I'll keep it in my head. Remember what I told you kay. I'll make it up to you. Can't wait to work with you for the upcoming project. We're gonna have fun plus,this is the time for us to strengthen our friendship. =)

Jesslyn and Poh Ling,thanks for being truthful to. We owe you guys.

Chantri!!! You are like so care free. Lol...thanks for your support and encouragement. For your stories that would make me laugh and for being there when I needed someone.

Reuben,I'm so so so so so sorry you have to be dragged into this too. Lol...thanks for listening to me and for tolerating with my uh....anger? Lol... I know sometimes I just push you away and find fault with you but you still tolerate and talk nicely which makes me feel so bad. So yeah...thanks.

Carin,wow...all the way in Australia and you have to still bare with my whining. Lol...thank Ca...love you so much.

Grace....fuiyoh...we've been through so much! I mean it has only been a few months but wow...haha...looking back, I wonder how you can tolerate. Well thanks for being my support when I feel like giving up. Thanks for you killer stares that scares me and for you stupid pinch. Thanks for everything le. Lol...

Melanie,I hope I made it clear to you. Didn't want you to think this is true when it's not. Thanks too.

And you...I don't care bout what you think or say. I still do care for and bout you.

Above is what I wanna say and it's also how I feel but it's all gonna end soon...

Guess this is where I put the pen down. The ending sucks...but it's a beginning of something new. I've learn many things. It'll stay with me. And the memories will last...

Some random pics...


I took this pic that's why I'm not in it... Cheh....should have asked my bro to take it.


US!!!!!!! I miss this so much.


Thanks wen for this pic.


Me and Muha...stupid cat. That silly Muha attracted the cat to us and got scared when it came to us...


Shobaa destroyed my sandcastle...


Wilson and Reuben....